greetings warriors

ok so im kinda bored now, its 11:15 and im sitting at home waiting for my mom and sister to get back home from the hospital b/c we all have to get our blood taken to test our cholesteral, i went yesterday, and yeah, kelly's there today. i need to shower because last night i was so tired i basically came home and fell asleep which yeah is gross since volleyball was somewhat, just a tad brutal only because i guess im so out of shape that 54's are basically extreme physical pain. i dont think im making the team. iknow. i dont want to talk about ittt.

dana bourne is in my english/american history class so im basically a million times happy about that.

i need ahh-shee seem-son to tell me how one can go about "La-la"-ing. Hooo HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. bleghity bleghity moocus pie.

karotosis polarisis: lizzys skin condition.

lola is cuter than words.

i cant take it. i just love her. im so happy.

Ok so basically im SO MAD about maroon 5 going and killing their past identity Kara's flowers because they were so much cooler. listen to a song called "soap disco" and understand my anger. ooh and on dave matthews band... if you've been watching the news you know they're getting sued for dumping raw sewage on a sight-seeing boat in chicago. gross but sort of hilarious. actually i think it's great.to read the story: CLICK: wait i cant get the link. i will later.

school is soon. i sort of cant deal.

Hey kim, what's up? hows it going kim.

i would love love love love love to be at camp right now. with cat and the bunk bum. and gay people. and all the fun fun craziness of camp, oh i love it so much.

my computer is so screwed up, it makes me want to... i dont know. grrr i hate computers.

if someone wants to comment with a random fact, i think that would be fabulous.

Arrows --> --> --> --> --> --> --> --> --> --> myaa muya muta boota. tig bitties.

peese out middtown.

__Akra__

ok im not gonna lie, aaron is basically the most freaking awesome person in the whole world. i love him. i just love aaron. when i was saying goodbye to him he hugged me and he was like, "kara, kara. you're a great kid. stay sweet." and it just killed me. i wanted to cry.  i looove him. so does dani. and sam and jill and katie and jo...  basically the cast of chess. we so ruled.

but rocky horror... okay, im not going to even get started.

alright enough camp stuff, i just basically needed to get out that i love camp i miss camp and it ruled. Everyone needs a long lake.

i really want a puppy. there are wild kittens in our yard here in ack and i went to the animal shelter/hospital/rescue center to get a trap so i can get the kitty and bring it there.  it makes me sad. i love animals, oh my god i love them so much. and there were puppies there to be adopted... oh, god.  they were so cute. i really want them. im working on my parents, they dont want another dog but i think im getting them there.

uhhrrgh. i hate friggen love. its so sucky.

i love my friends they always make happy. most of them. He ho ha.

please comment, it makes my day, and im having a crap day, so yeha, please just comment.

~effing kara

i love it here. minus one thing. all the caitlins and the guys they hang out with.. they're so annoying. caitlins caitlins they're everywhere. let me describle the characteristics of a caitlin:

fake gorgeous, skinny, rich, tan, flat iron addict, alcoholic, looks like all her friends, wears the same stuff as them, hangs out with upperclassmen doing absollutely nothing but hookingup, basically having no life other than her AIM profile, cell phone, debit card and whoever she's hooking up with. i LOVE that a lot of people assume that im a caitlin because of one reason or another... i dont know. but im not. i swear im not. caitlins are greenwich brats that are shallow and think that nice clothes and a hot boyfriend make you happy.

not that i wont complain about a hot boyfriend. joke.

i dont know where my makeup is or where my..i dont even remember. i dont even care. makeup is stupid i am officially never wearing it again.

ha.

HMMM ok what am i doing right now talking to erica, andrew, sis, chloe... thats it. and im researching about east coast assistance dogs, raising puppies for people that need a seeing eye dog or something like that, i want to do that. my parentals said if i did a good job with that i could get my own puppy. PUPPIES!

its only eleven and im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired.

everyone from 2nd session at camp is home as of yesterday. wut up homes? i wish i stayed for 6 weeks. woe. i commented in charlies lj because i love him and his crazy jewishness, which is so jewish, and so awesome, and i so completely adore him. CAmp was awesome, camp rules.

Support the arts.

AAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrgh. Els is leaving today. so i get to chill here. we're going to go to the doughnut store slash restaurant. yesterday i bought a little boy's yellow shirt it's BRIGHT YELLOW. I cant think of this girls name. comment please people. jenna i miss you. this is killing me. what is killing me? that he's perfect.

to myself

and i turn my back on my faith

its like glass

when we break

i wish no one in my place

so right now i'm updating because im waiting for my dad to drop me off at dana's on his way to work... i went to volleyball but there was something up with the electricity and they cancelled. great, right? yeah. but for the rest of the week they're just extending camp an hour to make up for lost time.

i spent the weekend up in nantucket with le fam, and it was nice.  the weather was good and i really like the house.  even though we always stay in wauwinet, we never stayed in squam (which is like 1/16 of a mile down the road from the inn) which is where our house is. wait that's a lie, we've stayed there like 3 times.  but im so happy with the house, and i met a lot of our neighbors, theres these girls dana and katie who are 16 and 13 and they seem cool, they have two dogs one is a PUPPY that's ten weeks old and everyone knows how i feel about puppies, right? yes. and then the the kayhill's have a house and their kids are my age and older and then there is the twins lizzie and ally and then we met this family with a guy who's 15 and some younger siblings. but they seem weird. i dont really want to hang out with him, because i'm nice like that.

but actually this family thats like biff with my parentals is staying up next week when i'll be there and they have one kid, nick, who's 16 and he and i used to be good friends like... when we were ten and eleven so its a really awkard situation waiting to happen right? i think so. but my life revolves around awkward situations as anybody who's anybody would know. because we're going to have to hang out with our families. my dad's like, How bout you guys go to a movie? or go on a date? and i said, no, dad. there's no way. and he was like, ok then. good story right? but if i remember he was cool except its just weird. i hate having to be social with people i used to be friends with and havent seen. arrggh. but lizzys coming up with us next week so its going to be SO SUPER FUN. Hooray.

i'm talking to austin right now and its making my day.

garrett said my dog was fat, and i love my dog. so i was mad. but actually, he's right. my dog is fat. i put her on a diet. she locks herself in my room a lot. because she's smart like that.

i talked to max last night and we both miss the lake that is long. its sad. SAD SAD SAD. Bum sex.

i feel like i have something else to say but i dont remember because im having a senior moment and it's really killing me, ok? i just cant deal with these things.

my song obsession of the week is maroon five, ''she will be loved'' because its such a GORGIE song and if anyone wants me to fall in love with them, they can come up to me and sing me that song with their guitar. and i swear i will fall in love with them. kind of like how andy will marry anyone that comes up to her and say's "Hey, my name is mister thang".  wow, how i wish i had known that when i met her.  i miss andrew and eating babies together and having a radio show and making grass piles and harassing ben isaacs, because that was the best. ben isaacs. i love him more than i love anyone. because we own him.

i want to go out with beyonce.

off to the ratpacker's... life is good.

leave me a message and i'll kiss you.

Love kara

i think it's because i've been eating like nothing healthy, i mean solely junk food and i can tell.  also i havent worked out, and i can tell that too, because i'm always tired and i just feel really draggy. thats not a word, i dont think, but yeah, i feel crappy.

ive been bored as hell lately because i guess im just used to always doing stuff at camp but i guess its good to be home.  two nights ago some people came to my house, andrew sis, andrew shouv, nick, tj, simon, and els... who got busted... but it was fun anyways.  i like just hanging out with people.  and last night i went over to andrew sis's house with all of the above minus els.  again, fun. now im watching the maury show because i really love trashy talk shows. ive seen them like every day this week and they've all been titled something like "i got pregnant when i was 14. two years later, i want to know who the father is". and jerry springer is always good. i love white trash people.

i feel so grody.                                                                           john bourne.

last weekend we went out for my birthday, which was nice. also my sister and nana's birthday. then we went home and i got some birthday presents from my fam... my sister gave me these cool earrings, my other sister gave me something i dont remember, my mommy gave me a new camera b/c my old one was so ghetto and weird, and then my dad gave me a guitar!! it's really nice and really pretty, and i like it a lot. i'll put a picture up when i figure it out but basically its a fender strat "american vintage series" in "seafoam green". (it's kind of that color).  i really cant play that well at all, but i think its really fun, however my dad is guitar obsessed beyond belief so i knew he really wanted to buy another.

does everyone like my new icon? jen thinks its creepy. i think it's cool. andrew sis took that picture.

onto something else...

i'm not putting this up to be obnoxiously dramatic, but i'd just like to say really simply that mr. winnal was a great man, my soccer coach, and loved his family and his team.  for what it goes for, he really made my soccer experience, and we all loved him so much.  he will be remembered through his beautiful daughters and everyone that he touched during his life, rest in peace.

"grief, like a wave, has a rythm of it's own.

at first it comes sweeping in, then it recedes,

leaving us in a quiet peace

with treasures of memory,

love, and strength

that it carries to our shore."

love, kara

so right...its sunday which i usually hate stongly but today's a good one because elspeth's home! i picked her up yesterday from camp which was great.  and now she's home and she's COMING WITH ME to nantucket in august so im SO HAPPY ABOUT THAT, right els?

i watched the movie camp today and i thought it was so good, and it reminded me so much of long lake, and i got all nostalgicy especially at the part where they were all singing "century plant" and i was just like, aww. precious.

ive decided im most likely going back for 6 weeks next year.  but im indecisive so of course that's up in the air... to an extent.

i dont have much to say except that volleyball starts next monday and im so out of shape i cant run at all...oh well.  i'll deal.

thats pretty much it.. im talking to angie which is GREAT but im sad about andrew moving and blah blah blah, but elspeth is home, and going out with garrett (im sure she appreciated me announcing that) so good for her, and now im about to go out to abis with my family, meaning with my grandparents (to celebrate my birthday, my sisters and my grandmas) and i love them but they can be rather annoying.

going to nantucket on Thursday. if anyone wants to do something call me. except i dont have a lot of free time but call me anyway.

i love the rocky horror show so much. oh camp.

love,lara

i just typed lara, i think i'll leave it there.

im in the weeirdest mood ever right now. im really happy because i have so many things to be happy about but im kind of sad too. who wants to hear about it?

ok saddish stuff first since thats how it goes... basically im talking to jill right now and its making me miss camp (as with when i talk with anyone from camp but i just love jill so much it hurts). let me give an example of why i love her:

cheeriolve: dude last night i was watching this movie called "True Lies" with arnold schwattzenager and i was like, "hey....he's my governer"
cheeriolve: my governator
cheeriolve: "california will be baaack"
cheeriolve: dude he can't even say california right
cheeriolve: he's all caleeeforneea

from anyone else i would be like okay but come on, it's jill. (EDITORS NOTE: in my shutterfly pictures she's princess fiona not shrek)

speaking of those pictures....you can check them out here if you didnt already see them through my profile or whatnot.

so im basically really sad because i miss camp a lot right now, esp. looking at jill's pictures of CIT's and stuff that wont come back next year (i mean i dont even know if i will be coming back) but still, it's like, i won't ever see these crazy awesome people again, most likely. and that's the saddest thought. actually here's a sadder thought: being a famous child star, or even just a famous star in general, and then being a nobody and doing verizon wireless and acne-wash commercials. coughcough. like remember that baby jennifer that fell in a big drain pipe like sixteen years ago (babies, andrew, babies) and it was this whole huge horrible thing and then they got her out. actually no one would remember it because most of us werent alive but remember hearing about it? well then they got her out and this doctor made her OK and it was this amazing miracle and he was a hero?  well five years ago, after his famous-ness had completely worn out, he killed himself. isnt that awful? depressing.

so anyways.. even though im feeling really bored and nostalgic, im happy too, because we have officially gotten our house in nantucket! hooray for that. even though we probably will be renting it out the rest of the summer thats still supercool exciting. but even more exciting was my DMB concert.

yes it was amazing and incredible just like it was last year.  the thing was that he played a lot of the newer stuff which was really good but i didnt know as well, even though i knew it.  there were these two twentysomethings behind us that were chainsmoking pot like no one would believe and it bothered so many people around us that they cleared out and moved and we had like a 5 seat radius of empty seats, not to mention we had really good seats in the first place so that was pretty awesome.

okay my away message has been "shower" for about an hour and a half but ive been updating this so now i actually do have to go take a shower.  but i want to change my template and probably my icon soon, so ill get to that later. oh yeah, and i really want to upload the video i made at camp onto the computer and its like 4 minutes long but i have it on a DVD and i dont know how to save it onto the computer, and im sure theres a really ridiculously easy way to do it i just dont know how so if anyone knows what they're doing let me know? wow thanks.

~Kara